it fucking kills me everyday that she doesnt love me anymore, i cry all in my lonesome. Telling myself to get over her but i cant. She doesnt understand that i love her. That i never hid it from everyone. Everyone knew about her because she was all i spoke about. She use to tell me i was the second reason to her living aside from her brother. She never left my mind and the distance between us always held me back from being able to hold her. No one has ever made me feel the way she did. Id try my best to go see her. All my effort down the drain. She literally had my heart from miles away and no one ever understood why i loved her. I loved her because she put up with me. She was there when no one else was. Her smile made me smile, her voice made me calm and no matter what happened i could never get mad at her. Now i lost her and i dont know how someones love can disappear out of the blue. Ever since we got to college she changed. It got the best of her. Instead of following her heart she followed her friends. Now shes meeting new people but they arent meeting who she really is. The Lisa i know doesnt exist with her anymore. She is gone. So REST IN PEACE to the girl who had my heart because i know shes gone now. R.i.p 3711.
Everything that use to matter dont matter nomore /=
i want you to know i really adore you <3 i promise to love you the best i cann [=
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